I didn’t think thirty-two was old enough to feel invisible, but here we are.
Dating apps have a way of sanding you down to your worst angles. Bad lighting, forced smiles, biographies that sound like résumés for affection. I rewrote mine a dozen times before settling on something neutral: Likes late coffee, long walks, and people who can laugh at themselves. It felt dishonest and too honest at the same time.
I matched with Rowan on a Tuesday night. His profile didn’t scream anything in particular—no gym selfies, no fish photos, no motivational quotes. Just a soft smile, dark hair that never quite behaved, and a bio that said: “Looking for something real. Or at least something honest.”
That line stuck with me.
We talked for days. About dumb things at first—favorite snacks, worst jobs, how everyone pretends they don’t judge books by covers while absolutely doing it anyway. Then deeper things slipped in naturally. Grief. Loneliness. That hollow feeling of lying next to someone and still feeling alone.
Rowan listened. Really listened. He didn’t rush to fix things or one-up my sadness. He just… stayed in the conversation.
When he asked me out, I didn’t hesitate.
We met at a small late-night diner on the edge of town, one of those places that smells like burned coffee and nostalgia. He was already there when I arrived, sitting in a booth with two mugs between his hands like he needed the warmth.
“You look exactly like your pictures,” he said, sounding genuinely relieved.
“So do you,” I replied. It felt important to say that.
The date was easy. No awkward pauses. No checking phones. We laughed loudly enough that the waitress shot us a look, then smiled when she saw how ridiculous we were being.
Afterward, he walked me to my car. He didn’t try to kiss me. Just stood there, hands in his pockets, rocking slightly on his heels.
“I’d really like to see you again,” he said.
“I’d like that too.”
The second date was a walk through the city at night. The third was dinner at my place—takeout, mismatched plates, too much wine. By the fourth, he was staying over. Not sleeping together at first, just lying side by side, talking in the dark until our voices faded.
He never used social media. Said he’d deleted everything years ago. “Felt like I was watching everyone else live,” he explained. “Didn’t want to keep doing that.”
It didn’t strike me as strange at the time. If anything, it felt refreshing.
The first odd thing happened after about three weeks.
I woke up around 3 a.m. to find Rowan sitting upright on the edge of the bed, staring at the wall.
“Hey,” I whispered. “You okay?”
He flinched like he hadn’t realized I was there. Then he smiled, slow and careful.
“Yeah. Sorry. Bad habit. I forget where I am sometimes.”
He lay back down, pulling me close, his skin cold despite the warm room.
The second odd thing was my phone.
A notification popped up one afternoon while I was at work—a Tinder message.
From Rowan.
“Had a really nice time last night.”
I frowned. We’d unmatched days ago. I checked the app. His profile was gone. The message vanished when I refreshed.
I told myself it was a glitch.
Then there were the comments from other people.
My coworker Lila glanced at my phone one day and paused. “Hey… isn’t that guy—”
“What?”
She hesitated. “Never mind. Just thought he looked familiar.”
My sister was less subtle.
“You sure about him?” she asked after meeting Rowan briefly.
“Yes. Why?”
“He’s just… quiet. Like he’s holding his breath all the time.”
I laughed it off. Not everyone needs to fill silence.
The fourth odd thing was when I realized I had no photos of us together.
I scrolled through my camera roll one night, looking for something to post, something to prove—if only to myself—that this was real. But every picture where he should have been was empty space. A chair. A shadow. My arm wrapped around nothing.
I confronted him.
“That’s weird,” he said, staring at my phone. “Maybe your camera’s busted.”
“Every photo?”
He shrugged. “Guess so.”
That should have been the moment I ran.
Instead, I planned a weekend trip.
“There’s this cabin near the state park,” I said, scrolling through listings. “No signal, no people. Just us.”
He went very still.
“You don’t have to,” he said quietly.
“I want to.”
After a long pause, he nodded. “Okay. Just… if I seem strange, don’t be afraid. Promise me that.”
I promised.
The cabin was old, isolated, wrapped in trees that swallowed sound. The air felt thick, like the forest was holding onto secrets it didn’t want to share.
The first night was fine. Wine. Fire. Laughter that echoed too loudly in the quiet.
The second night, Rowan changed.
He kept stepping outside, listening. His eyes tracked movement I couldn’t see.
“Do you hear that?” he asked.
“Hear what?”
“Exactly,” he murmured.
I woke up alone sometime before dawn.
The bed was cold. The cabin door was open.
I followed his footprints into the woods.
They stopped abruptly.
No scuffle. No signs of struggle. Just… ended.
I screamed his name until my throat burned.
Search teams came. Police asked questions. They looked at me the way they always do when a woman’s story doesn’t fit neatly into a box.
A week later, Lila sent me a link.
A missing persons report.
Rowan Hale.
Reported missing five years ago.
Last seen near the same state park.
The photo was the same smile. Same eyes.
Same man.
I went back to the woods alone.
I don’t know what I expected. Answers, maybe. Closure.
Instead, my phone buzzed.
A Tinder notification.
You’ve got a new match.
His face filled the screen.
“Hey,” the message read. “You look familiar.”
Behind me, the trees creaked softly.
And this time, when I turned around, I wasn’t alone.
